The times of pretence are over; I can no longer make up for my analytical superficiality with my overdose of blind fanaticism. More effort is needed. My bluffs are called. More selfteaching is ahead. As another step, I decided to openly publish these short losses below, all of them suffered in the past 30 days... naturally these were the 30 days in which I have known chess the best ever... assuming chess knowledge is accumulative - what has been seen cannot be unseen. The next step is checking up with the theory behind the openings and see where I went astray. Obviously I haven't bothered checking this before this moment - as I already said, my superficiality is not sufficient to keep up my appearances. Hopefully, the shame of showing these will lead to a stronger performance when playing out these basic openings in the future. I'd rather pretend most of them never happened and deny all connections; but I must be honest with myself. I'm sure to check the databases for these games now. The dirty laundry is out in the open, I hope some will give you some giggles:
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