30 September 2011

Reluctantly stubborn

The times of pretence are over; I can no longer make up for my analytical superficiality with my overdose of blind fanaticism. More effort is needed. My bluffs are called. More selfteaching is ahead. As another step, I decided to openly publish these short losses below, all of them suffered in the past 30 days... naturally these were the 30 days in which I have known chess the best ever... assuming chess knowledge is accumulative - what has been seen cannot be unseen. The next step is checking up with the theory behind the openings and see where I went astray. Obviously I haven't bothered checking this before this moment - as I already said, my superficiality is not sufficient to keep up my appearances. Hopefully, the shame of showing these will lead to a stronger performance when playing out these basic openings in the future. I'd rather pretend most of them never happened and deny all connections; but I must be honest with myself. I'm sure to check the databases for these games now. The dirty laundry is out in the open, I hope some will give you some giggles:
Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2334) vs. Hungarian (2341), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2306) vs. American (2325), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2234) vs. German (2287), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2219) vs. Serbian (2301), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2190) vs. German (2258), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2188) vs. Swiss (2189), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2230) vs. Turk (2204), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Friendly Game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2272) vs. Italian (2804), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2320) vs. Iranian (2345), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2324) vs. German (2268), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2295) vs. German (2310), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2343) vs. Italian (2386), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2389) vs. Spaniard (2447), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2400) vs. Russian (2500), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2436) vs. Belgian (2432), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2403) vs. Belgian (2465), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2256) vs. Spaniard (2366), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2405) vs. Dutch (2447), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2334) vs. Norwegian (2392), 180
(white to move)
 
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abcdefgh

Rated game, 3m + 0s, Main Playing Hall
heinzk (2248) vs. Spaniard (2387), 180
(white to move)
 
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